| whoot whoot my day was pretty lame |
[Thursday
March 31st, 2005 at 8:59pm] |
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7:00 woke up, showerd, went to school
1st - p.e. played volleyball, well actually i didnt play i more just stood their.. becuase i was to tired to be active.
2nd - science.. i dont remember
3rd - english watched romeo & juliet
4th - lunch sat with elana & talked, didnt feel like sitting with the usuals
5th - math.. i dk.. some sheet that i finished in like .2 seconds
6th - global jeopardy whoot.
7th - art, painted & me and chloe tried to teach english to this new chinese kid lol
8th - spanish all i remember was me and dana like.. giggling, & mrs. meachem like.. thought chris was giving her a wierd look, it was great. (( spanish class is always amusing because mrs. meachem doesnt understand anything ))
So, i stayed after with elana & will, it was k. We ran into many kiddizzles.
all in all it was the same as always, then i came home to find out my mom is BACK in the hospital whoot.
except not whoot at all, but.. i can be sarcastic? ((truth be told she might have cancer )) :-[
Then i took the bus home & called gregg to find out he was at mer mer's so i just walked around the neighborhood until i saw Jv drive by and stopped her car, and we walked//biked around & stopped at rae's & ryans.
so i found my camera, here are some pictures from this week -
( OMGZ LYKE PICTUREZ )
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| flippin sweet day mofo's |
[Wednesday
March 30th, 2005 at 5:37pm] |
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Today was cool, school was boring, but afterwards was fun.
me, elana, luke, jason & drew walked to nyc pizza and hung out there for a bit
then we walked over to jasons and then to elsmere school.
kids pointed at us, we were going to challenge them to a basketball game hah.
we just played on the playground whoot.
jason like.. murdered me and drew on the tire swing, then we all just played tag
all in all it was a good afternoon
the end
kthkzbye.
♥
((p.s. sorry no pictures, i cant find my camera :-[))
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| were both such magnifecnt liers |
[Monday
March 28th, 2005 at 6:17pm] |
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take my hand, we'll get through it all
we can paint this town any color that you want
ill hand you my heart right off of my sleeve
i know you'll keep it close as long as you dont leave
ill kiss you again, i have to leave my mark
just to promise i knew you once, they wont have us dead for this
these plans we made, and stories we told
they can be ours, and ours alone
i swear i can keep our secrets, our beautiful sins
wrap each lie in a kiss i swear i loved you once
i didnt want it to be like this
i told myself
i wouldnt look into your eyes again
but sometimes i just cant help myself
your so beautiful,
i dont understand how you cant see
that you secretly
mean everything to me.
i cant stop, i cant stop it all, your so addicting to me
how do you do this,
keep me dangling on your fingers
hold me close again? let me fall asleep in your arms
better yet, let me die in your arms,
then i could die happy, kiss my head, or kiss my lips
when i go we could leave together,
apart if we have to,
i'd love to know you feel the same, but thats just a lie
you'll never feel the same
i cant say i blame you.....
its my own fault, it was my choice
i told you i wouldnt feel a thing
and everything came back
but, you just seemed so innocent
i thought it was real
you made me feel loved,
something i've never felt before
i'd hate to know it was fake,
but i cant ask,
it will hurt more to know the truth
tell me that this will be over
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| i know that your a sucker for anything acoustic |
[Sunday
March 27th, 2005 at 4:27pm] |
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1 who are you?
2 are we friends?
3 when and how did we meet?
4 how have i affected you?
5 what do you think of me?
6 what's the fondest memory you have of me?
7 how long do you think we will be friends?
8 do you love me?
9 do you have a crush on me?
10 would you kiss me?
11 would you hug me?
12 physically, what stands out?
13 emotionally, what stands out?
14 do you wish i was cooler?
15 on a scale of 1-10, how hot am i?
16 give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17 am i loveable?
18 how long have you known me?
19 describe me in one word.
20 what was your first impression?
21 do you still think that way about me now?
22 what do you think my weakness is?
23 do you think i'll get married?
24 if so, who?
25 what makes me happy?
26 what makes me sad?
27 what reminds you of me?
28 if you could give me anything what would it be?
29 how well do you know me?
30 when's the last time you saw me?
31 ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
32 do you think i could kill someone?
33 are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what i say about you?
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| Don't think I don't know what suits you well |
[Monday
March 21st, 2005 at 6:09pm] |
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New camera :)
♥
Today was boringish
Science- double lab
English- Romeo & Juliet
Lunch- sat with the usuals except for NOWRAH AND BILL :(
Math- dumbfuckin stuff.
Global- took notes?
Art- sketched pop art
Spanish- ..spanish stuff?
( PITCHERZZZZ♥!1!1?!* )
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| survey lyke omgz!!1!...... |
[Sunday
March 20th, 2005 at 5:04pm] |
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001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own a home.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I've done something illegal.
009. I've watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I like my handwriting.
013. I have acne-free skin.
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby. yeah being dollheart!!
018. I've been to another country.
019. I carry my knife/razor/whip/whatever weapon you want here everywhere with me.
020. I'm really, really smart.
021. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain.
024. I'm paranoid at times.
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now.
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. I like to sing
030. I have semi-long hair.
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister. yeah my brother joey ;)
033. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin. duhh sarah furhman she and i are like twins.
037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
038. I like the way that I look.
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic.
042. I have mood swings.
043. I think prostitution should be legalized.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
045. I have cheated on a significant other.
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I've been sexually intimate with less than ten people.
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex as a dare.
051. I enjoy talking on the phone.
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto
056. I'm bourgeoisie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I'm obsessed with my diary.
058. I don't hate anyone.
059. I'm a pretty good dancer.
060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a cell phone
063. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I've rejected someone before.
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.
073. I've had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
076. I'm not allergic to anything deadly.
077. I have a lot to learn.
078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
080. I am very shy around the opposite sex.
081. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. though I'm not as bad as I used to be.
082. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. I have been rejected by someone.
084. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
085. I own the "South Park" movie.
086. I have avoided work to play on OD.
087. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
088. I enjoy country music.
089. I love my best friend.
090. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
091. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
092. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
096. Halloween is awesome!
097. I watched Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
098. I have dated a close friend's ex.
099. I'm happy as of this moment.
100. I have gone scuba diving.
101. Had a crush on somebody you have never met.
102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
103. I play a musical instrument.
104. I strongly dislike math.
105. I'm procrastinating on something right now.
106. I own and use a library card.
107. I fall in "lust" more than in "love."
108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest movies/books ever.
110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "The O.C."
111. I am resentful that I have to grow up.
112. I am an entirely different person around different people.
113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
114. I think ramen is one of the best foods in the whole world.
115. I am suffering a broken heart
116. I am a nerd.
117. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely.
118. I am left handed and proud of it.
119. I try not to change who I am for someone.
120. My heart resides below my feet.
121. I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
122. I enjoy smoothies.
123. I have had major surgery.
124. I have adopted a pet from the SPCA.
125. I am listening to Radiohead right now.
126. Some people call me by a nickname.
127. I once stole a music stand.
128. I like pumpkin pie.
129. I love NASCAR!
130. I own over 200 CDs.
131. I work 7 days a week.
132. I have mono.
132. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor.
134. I'm still in my PJs.
135. I'm looking for love in all the wrong places.
136. I have a tendency to fall for the wrong boys, or have them fall for me, so I can't help but reciprocate.
137. I'll try anything three times.
138. Done drugs other than alcohol or cannabis.
139. I'm having trouble sleeping.
140. I am a cuddler.
141. I love John Waters films.
142. I have made a pornographic videotape.
143. Sloth is my favorite deadly sin.
144. One of my boobs is bigger than the other
145. I know all the words to the "Firefly" theme song.
146. I love Dr. Pepper
147. I'm a programmer.
148. I can't explain why I'm unhappy at times.
149. I own and have read all of the Harry Potter books.
150. I like to smell my own hair.
151. I carry a book with me almost everywhere I go.152. I have an eating disorder.153. I have flown to a different country to see a band.
154. Been hospitalized for "mental issues".
155. I have survived totaling a car I was driving.
156. I am addicted to a Manga/anime.
157. Somehow I always seem to get myself into trouble
158. I have dated someone for longer than 5 years
159. I have been hit by flying Eric Szmanda spittle.
160. I have lived in three different countries.
161. I have tattoos
162. I have lost someone I cared about deeply
163. I've filled out an obscenely long quiz
164. I am not human until I have had some form of caffiene.
165. I can't use can openers.
166. I'm really into this guy, but i need to get over him.
167. i like cookies
168. the only reason i took this was because im bored.
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| Why cant i remember your name? |
[Saturday
March 19th, 2005 at 9:25pm] |
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once upon a time. when i just stood still.
your eyes pierced my skin
i've lost what i knew.
can i scratch them out yet?
lost it lost it. scratch it scratch it.
do not even blink. am i invisible?
what's your name again?
it's on the tiop of my tongue.
the summer has drowned my heard,
caused it to suffocate.
your eyes are burning me.
burning me.
your eyes burn me your eyes burn me
i asked you why cause you asked me to,
and i am melting,
and when i see you it's not like i know you
i saw you through the glass that day on the escalator,
and you've forgotten my name,
and [when i see you it's not like i know you,]
and i've forgotten your name.
I HATE HIM SO BAD......[ thats the biggest lie i've ever told]
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| surveyy |
[Saturday
March 19th, 2005 at 7:27pm] |
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. | | . CURRENT . | | . .
+. mood :: bored
+. music :: Sublime
+. taste :: Vitamin water :-p
+. hair :: down//straightened
+. clothes :: orange t & boxers :-p
+. annoyance :: your mom
+. smell :: britney spears perfume
+. thing I ought to be doing :: running around town with the street crew & lana
+. desktop picture :: none because im that cool
+. favorite band :: sublime//coheed//piebald//taking back sunday
+. cd in stereo :: Sublime
+. crush :: just this guy
+. hate :: just this guy
. . | | . DO YOU . | | . .
+. smoke? :: no
+. do drugs? :: yes
+. have a dream that keeps coming back? :: yeah
+. read the newspaper? :: movies
+. have any gay or lesbian friends? :: yeah
+. believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? :: idk
+. consider yourself tolerant of others? :: yeah
+. like the taste of alcohol? :: depends on what kind of alcohol
+. have a favorite candy? :: gum//kit kat bars//sour patch watermelons
+. believe in astrology? :: no
+. believe in magic? :: no
+. know how to play poker? :: used to, forgot.
+. have any pets? :: my babyyyy aka my kitty.
+. go to or plan to go to college? : yea
+. have any piercings? :: 8 except like 4 of them are closed/closing
+. have any tattoos? :: nope
+. have an obsession? :: yeah with britney spears perfume
+. have a secret crush?:: "yeahhhh boiiiiii"
+. care about looks? :: yes
+. have any disorders? :: sortof
. . | | . LAST THING YOU . | | . .
+. bought :: banana split heck yes with bkrisch
+. ate :: turkey sandwich
+. drank :: vitamin water
+. read :: romeo and juliet
+. watched on tv:: mtv spring break
. . | | . EITHER * OR . | | . .
+. club or houseparty :: house party
+. drinks or shots :: both
+. cats or dogs :: dogs
+. pen or pencil :: pen
+. gloves or mittens :: both
+ food or candy:: food
+. cassette or cd :: cd
+. coke or pepsi :: coke unless its cherry pepsi
+. spontaneous or plain? :: spontaneous
. . | | . LAST PERSON YOU . | | . .
+. laughed at :: bkrisch
+. talked to :: phone-elana, im-dan , in person- elana
+. hugged :: Elana
+. kissed :: :x its a secret
+. instant messaged :: dan
. . | | . WHERE DO YOU . | | . .
+. eat :: Tollgate
+. sing :: everywhere
+. cry :: anywhere im sad
+. sleep :: on my bed
+. wish you were :: cancun mexico
. . | | . HAVE YOU EVER . | | . .
+. drank alcohol? :: yes
+. done drugs? :: yup
+. broken the law? :: yea
+. run away from home? :: yes
+. broken a bone? :: yes
+. played Truth Or Dare? :: yeah
+. kissed someone you didn't know? :: yea
+. been in a fight? :: yep
+. been intoxicated? :: yeah
. . | | . WHAT IS . | | . .
+. your bedroom like? big, pink, white.
+. your favorite thing for breakfast? :: berry berry kix duh.
+. your favorite restaurant? :: Mangias or The Washington Tavern or Applebee's Or Tollgate
+. on your bedside table? :: a Lamp
+. your biggest fear? :: being burried alive
+. the feature are you most insecure about?:: my everything
. . | | . RANDOM . | | . .
+. when is your birthday? :: October 18th same as Bekahs :)
+. what do you carry with you at all times? :: my cell, lip gloss, gum
+. how do you drive? :: Well, illegally, but good.
+. what do you miss most about being little? :: boys had cooties
+. are you happy with your given name? :: No
+. what color is your bedroom? :: pink//white
+. are you done with this survey? :: theres one more question
+. are you a pyromaniac? :: hahah yes!
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| SKANKING DOWN UNION AVE WE GOTS THE CRAZY DISEASE!!1! |
[Friday
March 18th, 2005 at 9:01pm] |
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Today, lets see what happened.. I woke up late and got to school late. Went to gym it was fun even if i just, stood there and let everyone else play volleyball, but suprisingly my team was pretty good what-evaaa
Then science was boring and stupid what else is new? English we got assigned our roles for Romeo & Juliet and almost every guy plays a girl and every girl plays a guy well guess what, Im ROMEO and JOE is Juliet
wierd? i thought so to. Then Lunch was stupid, but i saw sarah so it was ahkay. Then Math, we took a test, i aced it. Then Global we looked at art from the renaissance. Then Art.. we uh... drew stuff?
Then Spanish we like talked the whole class about Cafteria cards & wierd stuff like that. THEN. AFTER SCHOOL. ME & LANA.hung out with Katie Jo, went to stewarts got candy :D Then Me & Lana went home
& walked around town for 4 hours singing crazy songs the whole time. During Our Adventures we ran into
J.v.
Shannon
Rae Rae
duhh. This Chick?
AHKAY WELL WE SAW LOTSA PEOPLE I JUST CANT REMEMBER OR I DONT CARE
We went to the meeting place, yeahhh thats right J.V. THE M.P. it was crazyxcore they tore down THE TREEHOUSES & BRIDGES AGAIN! I think construction workers hate us. Then we took the backroads to slingerlands
Then we stopped at Sarah Eck's but she was like..... not home? Then we went screaming//singing down New Scotland and this bus like almost rolled off this thing and hit us. Then we went to tollgate Ate. got fat. had a peeing party. ::giggles:: ATE SOMEMORE. Went back to mi cassa and my mom was like uhhh ELANA CANT SLEEPOVER CUZ DUH HOUSE BE DIRTTTY' and i was like uhhhh right you suck.....So shes gonna sleepover tah'mawrh'ah' AHKAY SO BDAWG DONT BE BUSY OR I'LL KILL YAH.
continued tommorrow. when i finish my bkrisch expierence.
[ DoNt StOp. sToP. dOnT sMoKe ThE pOt DoNt InHaLe ThE hElIuM ]
( omgz lyke survey lyke woah )
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| Maybe we could talk this over......... |
[Thursday
March 17th, 2005 at 4:06pm] |
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Aside from the name that holds us together
Now I think we'd fall apart
It's the years we'll pretend we've forgotten
That separate our hearts
And I don't remember the way this was
But the pictures prove I knew you once
And where is the source of our mistakes
I'm afraid one day we'll drift so far
We'll wake up not knowing where we are
These words accomplish nothing if I'm gone
Maybe i should hate you for this.
♥
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[Wednesday
March 16th, 2005 at 5:51pm] |
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If Love is a labor i'll slave till the end
I wont cross these streets until you hold my hand
♥
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[Thursday
March 10th, 2005 at 10:34pm] |
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